Excellent point. Policy leaders will disappoint. Every single time. That leads to disillusionment.
On the other hand, Jesus is always there for us, often in ways we least expect. That leads to hope, joy and a sense of wonder.
What is he up to? What will he do with me next?
I am relatively new to Medium but I admire your candor and courage to take on such topics. This story inspires me to attempt to do something similar.
Congratulations on building your tribe while being true to yourself and your faith in a person, not a religion, or a label.